Excerpt
from feedback notes on;
Book #4
An autobiographical work about a woman's challenge in releasing
a 'black spell' that had thwarted her emotional development, allowing her to
move forward into a happier, more fulfilled life.
General
Feedback
Clearly,
from the first sentence, the reader senses that they're off on an exotic
adventure with a favorite friend. I see this story as a woman's journey from
despair, confusion, and disillusionment to self-acceptance, understanding, and
love. And even for people not especially receptive to or interested in black
magic, bone throwing, or the Sangoma, the moving tale of your journey works
very well as a metaphor for self-discovery. The challenge here is healing one's
sadness and spiritual emptiness by asking for help, searching for it, and
turning to a higher force, whatever its name.
Every book, however, needs a true
beginning and this one is rather diffused and abrupt, offering too much
information too quickly. For instance, you mention upfront that 'black magic
had been placed on me,' without explaining how and why you believe that to be
the case. I'd explain it later. Instead, I'd start, with an exposition that
would prepare the reader for what is to come, perhaps beginning with an
overarching statement like: 'In nearly everyone's life, there are times when
your world is literally and figuratively falling apart or turned inside out.
Everything seems to be wrong–and there's no easy way out. It was like
that for me for decades, for I carried inside me a dull, dark feeling that
nothing could shake. Not yoga. Not therapy. Not romance. Not drugs. Nothing at
all. And I eventually discovered the reason why. When I did, I embarked on the
adventure of my life in order to transform it.' Those are just my words, but something like that
would grab the reader without giving away too much of the story too soon.
Overall, your text reads as a DIARY, and it would, if
structured correctly, work as one and give it a unique flavor. However, if you
want it to be a suspenseful nonfiction book, it has to be judiciously edited so
that you don't get bogged down in too much detail or storytelling or venting of
extraneous emotions.
One major challenge with this
manuscript is the improper use of language. It seems as if the manuscript was
very quickly written in a stream of consciousness style, for a great number of
the sentences are awkward or incomplete or confusing. In order to see BONES
published, nearly every sentence would need to be rewritten.
For example: 'Nothing like magic, or the
work of a witch doctor ever occurred to me, but once told, years of carrying a
dull, dark feeling that I could not shake no matter what I did, began to
unravel my past in my mind in broad strokes.' Instead, it should read something like this: 'The idea of
consulting a witch doctor had never occurred to me, much less putting my faith
in magic! But after years of carrying inside me a dull, dark feeling, I was
desperate for a cure and willing to try anything.'
Another example: 'I wanted to live with elegance and
grace, but I had no patience for scholarship [what does one have to do with another?] and I didn't want to be
poor economically speaking.' Instead:
'At this time in my life, I desperately wanted to find my own special
niche–to be very good at something! But I wasn't sure what it was. From a lifestyle point of view, I
also knew that I wanted to live with elegance and grace. But how?' Something
like that.
Another example of a bruised sentence: 'There is
nothing I know of except the current scientific knowledge that at some point,
all of humanity connect through lineage in common ancestry that began in
Africa.' Instead: 'According to scientists, the lineage of every human being
can be traced through a common source....etc. '
The best advice I can give any writer is to
READ OUT LOUD the sentences they compose, for the ear always detects
mistakes in syntax much more efficiently than the eye. Therefore, the quickest 'fix' for this manuscript
is an oral reading that would immediately delineate the quickest route to
sentence repair. I suggest you do this. And the best way to do it is to have someone
else read it to you.
Main Body Review:
By hearing your manuscript read aloud, sentences
like these will throw up red flags: 'I didn't believe in showing my feelings
and so it struck me to take a high road to being free of things that troubled
me, I joined this group.'
Instead: 'At that time in my life, it was difficult for me to reveal, much less
confront, my deepest feelings about a variety of things; and so, in an attempt
to free myself from anything that troubled me, I joined this group.'
I do like the humorous touches about our culture's
stereotypical view of a WITCH DOCTOR, something we've seen portrayed in the
movies and in comic books. I also like your hilarious story about a Medouin who
tried to buy you with necklaces and a goat! Your insertion of biographical
material needs to be tighter and more compact, however; otherwise, it slows the
story down. And don't give too many specifics. 'I also went to a huge
screenwriting weekend [delete the word HUGE, instead use intensive]...'It was
less about screenwriting and a whole lot about David McKee...' This somehow
seems irrelevant.
By page 3 of the manuscript, the attention of the
reader is wandering because you're going into too much detail about people like
Joseph Campbell and Gurdgieff. Again, this begins to sound like a stream of
consciousness tirade instead of a tightly-told story about an adventure to
Africa. If you want to mention some of the background influences that
eventually propelled you on your mission, you need to do it in a more compact,
efficient way. It seems to me that your goal here is to demonstrate
that you had an enormously difficult and painful time finding both a
professional and personal 'niche' and that you had tried many different ways of
healing yourself. You make it clear that you were bubbling with 'a dark
throbbing inner energy,' but didn't know quite where or how to direct it. You
describe in vivid terms the strangely unhappy feeling that was a symptom of the
black magic spell. 'It was a dark nervous pulsing shadow that lived inside me.'
I like when you say that this image was actually sleeping inside you. Tell us more about it.
It's heart-rending to hear how valiantly
you searched for some relief from this spell vis � vis yoga and romantic attachments and through a
variety of other vehicles. I think people will identify with this
journey and be touched by it. 'I really became a hermit....' One can sense your
loneliness and intense need to be self-protective. However, the digression of
describing your investment in a film bogs the manuscript down–and I would
delete it entirely. Your main point is already made, that nothing was flowing
in your life.